First stages of the diptych sometime in late June, when I decided to start a second painting to expand the picture.
Late July, the piece is nearing completion. Not an exact interpretation of the area but the influence is evident. I worked from a photograph, usually I do a smaller plein air study and return with it to my studio but I was not up to hauling gear and was more interested in getting a feeling for the walk, how did the forest feel to me, what had happened here, why was I feeling an extreme sadness walking through this place? This feeling of loss hit me while I was painting it, weeks after I was there to observe. I sat quietly, looking at what I was sure was a young Beech tree and thought about the beech trees I once had on my property in West Bend WI, and how I loved those smooth gray trees, it was a grove of 14 trees until a storm hit in 1998. I lost only two but they were old, I could barely get my arms around any of them. The city had built a sidewalk that curved to allow for the trees there, someone else loved Beech trees as much as I did. All those thoughts came back to me as I walked White Cliff.
Young Beech Tree- White Cliff Reserve
Moss growing where there once was tree, moss grows without roots- I just realized that after reading The Language of Flowers - a novel by Vanessa Diffenbach(Spelling?)
Door County was hit hard last fall with wind, and during the winter, ice storms played a hand as well, adding weight to already weakened trees, the path was often punctuated by leviathans of maple and beech, uprooted, tentacles of root mass exposed to the elements, and large cauldrons of unearthed soil and rock, now make room for new layers of foliage, and cubby holes for a fox. I find myself torn between my love of open spaces, long view vistas and an attraction to water, contrast that to the closeness and temple-like spaces of the woods. Sometime back in the 1980's I was camped in a tipi in Iowa, and when a tornado came through, we held down the poles as the wind walked into the side, the heavier door (eastside) pole, of pine, was stuck into the ground an extra 6 inches after that wind left us, we were the only tipi left standing in what had been a tornado in north central Iowa, fast forward about ten years, I sat through devastation over ten years ago when I lived in West Bend WI, old-growth maple, my mother maple I called it, twisted ten feet above the ground and came down on the neighbors garage- if it had fallen few inches to the north and I would have been hit with its mass. On the other side of the house, three huge ancient beech trees toppled from the roots. I lost a lot that year, but rehabilitated my yard and my life and by the next year was living in Door County.
There is hope and encouragement on the heels of any natural disaster, and that is where my thoughts traveled while working on the paintings inspired by White Cliff.

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